December 2011
“what does she have that i don’t”
– a person who watched too much of a sappy tv medical drama
you were my person. you know, that one person who you tell everything to, good or bad. you knew me better than everyone else. you were always there for me when i needed you. you always called me out on my bullshit. you always seemed to know what i needed, even if i couldn’t figure it out myself. and when i’d ask you, like a stubborn 6 year old, why you were so sure about what i needed...
uuughhhhh
i can’t eat. i can tell that i’m hungry sometimes, but most of the time i just have this sick feeling in my stomach that won’t go away. i need adrenaline. i need to jump out of a plane or i don’t know…something! anything! my mind and body are teaming up against me and i do not like it. i just need to do something.
day 10: your favorite song of the week
hmmmmm… “set fire to the rain” by MY GURL ADELE
ridin' solo?
as a teenage girl (for a few more months at least… i don’t want to be 20!!!), i should really care when i’m kindof rejected, right? well, true, i wasn’t “rejected” buuuut still! it’s not everyday i get an out-of-the-blue text from my best friend/ex-with-benefits saying that he knows he said “it wouldn’t be for another girl”, “but...
